My Story

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

It was a long shower...

I am feeling so blessed!  I just found out that my grandma gets to come home from 2 1/2 months of being in the hospital. It's been quite the journey for her and my family ( but especially for her).  Thanks for all the prayers-  I believe that she couldn't have made it through without them!!!!  

And speaking of prayers....

This morning in my shower (cause I have a bath tub crayon prayer wall in there, yes it is quirky I know) I was taking account of answered prayers. All I can say is WoW Wow WOw!!!!!!  God is good!  I admit things haven't turned out exactly how I would have planned or hoped they would, but in hind site, lessons learned and truths revealed along the way have been way more beneficial than if I had "gotten my way". So i stood there this morning, overwhelmed by God's goodness and grace. Truth be told,  I really do suck.  Truth be told, I am an undeserving, ungrateful, selfish, manipulatory, brat of a human being....Which makes it all so much sweeter.  

Sometimes I am tempted to have a giant pity party for prayers not answered. (And sometimes I full out throw one and I invite some of you!- told you I suck)   Like a toddler I ask why why why of God.  I admit that life is hard and full of numerous disappointments which leaves me aching for more...new... change.  I guess what I really need to seek is more of Jesus, a new perspective, and a change of heart. 

All this to say....be encouraged....trust Jesus....pray often.  

Sometimes life sucks-  it's inevitable- and necessary for that matter.  Without hardship and disappointment we would all feel entitled and deserving which frankly is untrue, friends.  

On the flip side-  God is ALWAYS good.  Always there.  Always understanding.  Always in control.  

When I finally get to a place where I understand and accept these truths, I can grasp unanswered prayers and appreciate a God who loves me enough to guide me through life's ups and downs to make me more like himself. 

It was a long shower.....:) 

Friday, September 6, 2013

National friendship day!

I just read that today is National Friendship Day.  How is it that I was unaware until 8 pm and why is it that am we are not celebrating!!!!!!  Pretend for  a moment that I'm not laying on a hospital cot in my Grammys room- which I am thankful for by the way- and that we are listening to a good band, having good conversation, and drinking good beer.  Now pause, raise your glass (cause of course good beer is only on tap) and cheers!!!!  Here is to us!  Thanks for being you!  Thanks for loving me!!!

And while We are on the subject-  here are some great memories shared by some really amazing people. Enjoy!!!


Melissa- my sis and first best friend- Jane Fonda workouts, leotard wedgies, water fights inside with mom's glasses, eaves dropping on your sleepovers in our closet,  "Roberta",  Christmas Eve all nighters,  tanning on the trampoline, pestering you and jonathon, your bachelorette party and wedding, me crying the first night you slept at your OWN house, holding your babies for the first time and brainwashing them later,  watching you be a really great mama, working on your new house, painting conversations,  lots of tears/arguments/encouragement/advice - ur the best big sis

Kelsey bush-  my almost sister-  barbies, slinky bunjijumping our barbies, make up, dress up, Nsync, camping, softball, sleepovers, skinny dipping, boy talks, church camp, 4th of July,  more boy talks, meeting Aaron, meeting Eli

Bryan Vaughn- lots of heart talks, meeting all your girl friends, helping you teach Sunday school, red clay sculptures, snake in your dash board,  really large 3 wick candle on your coffee table ??!,  staying at your house,  driving really fast,  letting me drive in the deep snow,  fruit by the foot,  Cuzco in the sink, rocky 1-300, Boys coming to see me at your house,  my first kiss in your living room while you ran an errand,  meeting Ashley, all of your dorky ill comments that make me laugh so much

Amanda Babcock-  poking turtles,  preschool, playing school, dress up, swimming, singing dorky songs on your swing set, milk weed,  building forts in the pine trees, swim suits with the back and belly cut out, riding bikes, crashing your go cart, trampolines and sprinklers, exploring, play house in the dog pen, sleepovers, trying to convince our siblings to marry

Kelsey Carroll- make overs and glamour shots, mind your own business contest, all your dads animal furs, lock ins, hairbrush concerts, hang outs before softball games, random elementary/middle school weird memories, a black tee you worse with a person with holes in their jeans on it,  your obsession with pigtail french braides, noodles with butter and garlic, introducing you and brent, creation station, crayon smoke breaks, randomly catching up over the past 10 years

Kylee Binder-  wow-  the memories-  food fights, hating you, loving you, formals, my bf wearing your jeans, cru, sleeping on your couch, the summer of carrots and celery, grouching at you at midnight, political talks/arguments, laying under the stars, fishing,  coffee,  haunted houses,  really awkward buffer dates, road trips,  New York mirror room, teryokki cafe, Frenchman psychologist fire, omalleys, junk stores, hammocking, loooong talks,  tears,  really dorky moments,  almost break ups,  photo shoots, Cassie and the cups,  tanning on the roof of ur parents house, I could go on and on

Schwartzes- making stuff, smoking pipes, youth group, singing in the sanctuary at church,  dancing around Andrews office, junk storing, that rolling back thing at your old office, you moving, moving back, moving away again, painting your bellies, cooking lots of yummy food, driving to independence, shooting guns, drinking good beer, kids around all the time, Andrews shenanigans, funny nicknames,  funny videos, balderdash, campfires, Skype calls, Annaleigh, "un" wedding dress shopping, living with y'all

Hali Jeter-  random meeting, quays cuddles, swim suit shopping, making things, storm chasing, snow days, rather large Oants we both got into, rodo virus, fresh baked cookies, hot chocolate with the frother, spying on bf and brother, el vira, depantsing, cook outs, camp outs, y'all living with my parents, y'all moving, road trips to the jeters, dress up with your kids, deer farm, swimming, carving pumpkins, the swimsuit mold,  I like summer, Halloween dress ups, basketball games, painting my room,  painting the union star house,  night tag,  sleepovers, bday parties, loooooong talks, ect

So these aren't nearly half of the people who have touched my life in some way!  I really believe that I have the best people who make life so full and so fun!  Happy national friendship day (or night!).